The Testimony Tour | Why I Believe

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The Testimony Tour | Why I believe

The Testimony Tour | Why I Believe

I’m so very excited you’re here today because you’re in for a treat! I’m so honored to be a part of “The Testimony Tour” in the blogosphere with 9 other amazing bloggers who I admire greatly. We will each be sharing how we came to know Jesus.  Each of our stories are so different yet they each reveal just how amazing the love is that He has for us. Each day this week we will share our stories, and today happens to be my day. Veronica is on the tour with me today and she is AMAZING, so be sure and check her story out here! If you’re new here, welcome! I’m so glad you stopped by. If you’ve got a minute, grab a cup of coffee and look around!

The Story of Why I Believe

As I swept up the shards of glass that were all over the floor, I couldn’t help but see tiny pieces of my life scattered about. There were sharp edges all around me; their soul desire to expose my jugular and drain every ounce of life from me.

Pain and devastation surrounded me.

What had I done, and what would my future look like? At the time, it looked just like all of those tiny pieces of glass all over my floor that had no hope of being put back together.

Everything I held dear and believed in was stripped away. Everything that I had become up to this point in my life was now mute. My life no longer mattered.

There was no hope.

The daughter that I had become was nothing but a disgrace to her parents. The mother that had kissed her babies boo-boo’s and wiped the tears away had fallen so hard that nothing could heal. The wife that honored and loved her husband had disrespected and disgraced him in every possible way.

For he has rescued us from the kingdom of darkness and transferred us into the Kingdom of his dear Son, who purchased our freedom and forgave our sins. Colossians 1:13,14

I thought I knew.

I’ve known about and loved Jesus for as long as I can remember. Some might look at my life and call me the good little church girl because honestly, that’s what I had always been.

We went to church every Sunday. I remember the frilly dresses, ruffle socks and little-colored barrettes that my Mom so perfectly placed in my hair as a pre-schooler. I remember the untucked, haphazard shirts and messy hair walking out of elementary children’s church after mightily singing actions songs like Father Abraham, Deep and Wide, and Castle of my Heart. I’m certain I was the loudest singer in the room. I remember the floral dresses and big puffy sleeves; the pantyhose and heels; and the aqua net hairspray that held my bangs up 6 inches high as I walked down the aisle to find a seat in the pew at “big church.”

I am so grateful to parents who raised me in a church; who taught me how to love and know Jesus, and how to have an authentic relationship with Him.

So, how is it that I didn’t really find that authentic relationship with him until years later? How is it that it took a devastating trial in my marriage to bring me to my knees and dependence on an Almighty God; that I thought I already knew?

I believe.

I’ve been saved practically my whole life yet I didn’t experience real, true salvation until I was 36 years old. That was 9 years ago.

After 15 years of marriage, I did the never of all never’s. You know… that one thing you say you’ll never do? My “never” was betraying my husband. It’s the thing I said I’d never do.

But at the age of 36, I found myself smack dab in the middle of devastation and heartache from the never.

I had done the unthinkable and had committed the ultimate sin (in my eyes).

There was no way out and certainly no redemption for me.

Oh, but I was wrong…

There was a way out.

And His name was Jesus.

My story is a scandalous although beautiful one; but only because He made it beautiful. His thumbprint’s are everywhere. Looking back it’s hard to believe I made it.

It’s hard to believe we made it.

Through all the devastation and heartbreak, when we didn’t know if either one of us would make it to the next day; we did. We made it. We made it because of Jesus. Today our family is healthy. We are happy, and we are thriving.

Because of Him.

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13

The Testimony Tour | Why I Believe

This is why I believe.

How many marriages do you know that have survived an extra-marital affair? You may know some, but I bet not many. Not only is it biblical to walk away from a marriage after infidelity, it’s expected.

Infidelity wrecks a marriage in every way possible and it’s hard…really hard, to get through it; although we are proof that it can be done.

The only way our’s survived and the only way I survived personally was because of faith in Jesus Christ. There’s just no other explanation.

Sometimes, your heart has to break completely in two before it can become whole again.

Sometimes, your heart has to break completely in two before it can become whole… Click To Tweet

My husband was the ultimate picture of love and forgiveness to me. I finally learned what I had been taught after so many years; that Jesus Christ was real.

I finally understood what true love looked like.

Through my husband, I learned just how much Christ loves us. He forgave me even though I broke his heart into a million tiny pieces. He didn’t turn me away even though he had every right to do so. Just like Jesus Christ does for each one of us.

The Testimony Tour | Why I believe, Fiercely His

“By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us” 1 John 3:16 

Instead of leaving, my husband decided to fight. He decided to fight through the hurt.

What is more; Jesus knew everything about me, but He loved me anyway. He knew every vile thing I had done yet He still wanted me. I was still His (#fiercelyHis); and He had finally become mine.

Jesus knows everything about us, yet He loves us anyway; unconditionally. #TheTestimonyTour… Click To Tweet

“Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.” Isaiah 43:1

So, this Jesus thing… this Jesus thing is REAL.

Jesus Christ is REAL.

He literally SAVED me. He picked me up and dusted off all the guilt and shame. He made me clean. He made me whole.

And I am worthy; not because of anything that I did, but because of everything that HE did.

“He has paid a full ransom for His people. He has guaranteed His covenant with them forever. What a holy, awe-inspiring name He has!” Psalm 111:9

This is why I believe and this is why I call myself a Christian.

I get it. Sharing my story is risky. I only do so to let others know that there is truth and light.
There is peace.
There is happiness.

I am a living miracle. My marriage is a living miracle. And I just can’t keep it to myself.

I believe and am a Christ-follower (Christian) because Jesus loved me when I was unlovable. No one will ever be able to convince me that He isn’t real. He changed me, and I will never be the same.

For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard. Yet God, in his grace, freely makes us right in his sight. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins. For God presented Jesus as the sacrifice for sin. People are made right with God when they believe that Jesus sacrificed his life, shedding his blood. This sacrifice shows that God was being fair when he held back and did not punish those who sinned in times past.. Romans 3:23-25

The Testimony Tour | Why I BelieveI hope you’ll join the rest of the tour!

There are some amazing stories that you don’t want to miss! The next stop on the tour  is the amazing Lauren! Be sure and check it out! You will LOVE her!

I love hearing from you! Please take a minute to say ‘hi’ and share your thoughts below.

Also, would you do me a favor —if you resonate with this article or it has helped you today— would you share it with someone else? Maybe a friend, coworker, or family member…?

 

You can also visit the rest of the Tour by visiting the links

below!

Day One

Milk and Honey FaithMarried By His Grace

Day Two

Searching For MomentsSeeking God with Jaime Wiebel

Day Three

Simply For OneCord of 6

Day Four

VeronicaAnneShannon

Geurin

Day Five

Friends With GodFlourishing Today

 

 

 

 

 

  1. Your story of redemption never gets old Shannon. It is so wonderful how God made beauty from the ashes. Your testimony will touch many lives. Thank you for being so transparent and I’m blessed to have you as my Sister in Christ.

  2. ~ linda says:

    Amen! I can almost duplicate this testimony in so many ways. I was 45 when the saving grace of Jesus covered me. Through a man who became my husband, I was introduced to the Lord and the relationship I could have with Him I became both his and His! Thank you for sharing this beautiful story. Praising God.

  3. Julie says:

    Shannon- I always delight in reading your posts! This was such a bold confession and then testimony to Jesus!
    Blessings friend!

  4. Such an incredible story Shannon, and such a testament to what God can do when we bring Him all those broken pieces. He is faithful to cleanse when we confess and believe. I loved reading your story and I’m so grateful you shared it with us. Hugs, friend.

  5. Caroline says:

    Wow. So raw. So vulnerable. So beautiful. Thanks for sharing why you believe <3 Amazing testimony that will encourage so many, as it did for me

  6. You write with such passion, openness, and vulnerability, Shannon. Your testimony is so full of power, redemption, and grace. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for saving others with your testimony. I loved how you said, “His thumbprint’s are everywhere.”

    Oh sister, His thumbprints are all over us. I just adore that.
    Thank you for this good cry, this encouragement, and this reminder that His thumbprints are all over me . . . The good and bad times!

    • Shannon says:

      Thank you so much Erika Michelle! Wow. How encouraging you are to me. My prayer has always been that my testimony be a light to others, I pray that daily. Sometimes fear creeps in asking me what in the world am I doing by sharing such a personal thing. But then I remember. I remember what Jesus did. How He saves…and I remember that it is all HIM. Not me. But Him!!

  7. Liz Rigby says:

    Such a powerful testimony Shannon. <3 Let the world try to argue with this story! Thank you for sharing!

  8. I’m so glad you’ve taken the risk to share your testimony because it never ceases to bless me.
    “I believe and am a Christ-follower (Christian) because Jesus loved me when I was unlovable. No one will ever be able to convince me that He isn’t real. He changed me, and I will never be the same.” I feel the same. Love you and your writing!

  9. Girl, I know I’ve said this before, but once again, “I think this may just be my FAVORITE post!” So much heart, truth, and REAL here. We all mess up. Yes, in different ways and at different points in our lives, but NOTHING is too big for our God. You are such a beautiful and powerful witness to His power and love ♥
    Love you,
    Lori

  10. Shannon, I continue to be amazed by God’s immense love for us. Even when we think we’ve done the worst, he still loves us best.
    Thank you for sharing your story so that others might find hope.
    Blessings to you, dear friend!

  11. Sarah Koontz says:

    God is good. All the time. God is good. So grateful he allowed you to break so He could show you the depth of His love. Thank you for being brave and fierce and sharing your story.

  12. Jaime Wiebel says:

    I love your story! I love the story of Jesus and how He turns a wreck of a person, (we all are) and makes us whole. It is beautiful and amazing and REAL! It is such an honor to be able to read the testimony of the such amazing woman who because of Jesus are seeking Him more and seeking to tell His story! Thank you for letting us into your life! You will certainly be a blessing to many.

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